I am rather worn out from the lack of sleep (for 6 hours isn't enough for me now) and then the travelling and then attending a training where we have to apply our Business Communications skills or maybe just those role playing skills that we have gained through creating (fun) videos throughout the 3 years in poly. The training is for a roadshow that will be held from Friday to Sunday at Suntec so there goes my weekends but everyday is like the weekends to me so,I should be glad that I'm finally getting my (fat) ass up to find any odd jobs just to earn some money to support myself since I'm running (very) low on cash already.
Back to me feeling worn out. Despite feeling worn out,I guess the main reason I don't want to sleep yet is because I don't want to wake up early with nothing much to do and just watch 'Gossip Girl' because that would be like having not much of a life but yeah,my life is pretty monotonous nowadays and I pretty much just live day by day. Met up with Pamela and let's just say training was fun with other girls of the same age working alongside and they are pretty chatty and lovely people. When the training ended,our stomachs were growling and I wanted fastfood like Mcdonald's but Pamela didn't want any of that stuff so we had to settle for other food.








Sometimes,I really hate the nights because they get me thinking of unhappy stuff which I don't even know exist. Like bad feelings that I don't like and I don't want to have will start coming to me. But it all boils down to me just thinking too much. Maybe,just maybe,this is the reason why I like noises. The silence at night makes me think too much so I think I like noises so much more because I get distracted and I don't think (too) much.